I mean, why would you think I was gonna ask you for.. for something like that?! Do I seem like the type of guy who would just message someone for sex?!
We aren’t even the same species.. don’t you have a mating season you have to go off of?!
[ What he is reading in the all caps across his ocular device almost makes him fall down. Gigan has had sex with humans? All the time? He’s experienced with this sort of thing?!
There’s a prolonged silence coming from Laios’ end, but eventually, an odd curiosity gets the best of him. ]
Do
Do you have sex with them in your normal form or your cloaked form?
[ It really wasn’t his intent to proposition Gigan or anything like that. Internally, Laios has been going through something that has been difficult to deal with. Having Kabru disappear suddenly after he has finally built an intimate bond with another person was making him feel rather bitter at the whole idea of forming a close bond with another human. He was wondering if building intimacy with a monster could satisfy that gap in his life now, but he was thinking more of the terms of just intimacy, not physical sex.
Has he entertained the idea of having sex with a monster? Not really. It depended on the monster, mostly, but having sex with a monster would continue to dehumanize him— it would make him feel like a monster, and that is what he wants more than anything else. Just now, Laios makes this realization about himself.
A shuddering breath escapes him. ]
When you
mate with a human does it feel like you’ve made some kind of bond with them.. or it’s just for fun? Do you enjoy it?
[The last question doesn't take any thought at all, so it gets answered first, in the automatic kind of way Gigan answers texts he doesn't have (or bother) to think about:]
YEAH I DEFINITELY ENJOY IT
I DON'T DO STUFF I DON'T ENJOY
[ . . . though the truth of that is a little more complicated than he needs to go into, or even than he entirely realizes.
That aside. The rest does still take more consideration in how to phrase his feelings, so the texts come more slowly:]
I GUESS IT DEPENDS ON THE HUMAN
THEY'RE ALL DIFFERENT
SOME OF THEM JUST DO IT FOR FUN TOO
AND THAT'S THE KIND THAT MOSTLY LIKES ME
HERE
THEY KNOW I CAN DO THAT IF THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT
[Which is to say, he has something of a reputation in his workplace, among both coworkers and customers.]
BUT I DUNNO
IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S NOT DIFFERENT FROM DOING SOMETHING ELSE WITH SOMEONE
[ The way Gigan is talking is nowhere anything near Laios would had ever considered a monster to talk about. It is obvious that there is still some kind of naivety in the way that Gigan speaks when it comes to human customs, but he is sounding more and more human-like the more he goes on. Laios always thought that monsters mate out of instinct and nature and they didn’t see it any different from doing any other activity. Gigan can tell it’s special than just any other activity if it’s done with someone who means something to him. That’s a big discovery.
Maybe Gigan is more human-like than he knows, and maybe Laios is more monster-like than he realizes.
Either way, Kabru introduced Laios to something incredible— an intimate bond, and to have that suddenly taken away from him when he and Kabru were having sex all the time, it’s really sinking in with him what has been lost and how lonely he feels. He’s faced with an interesting opportunity, now. It’s outrageous, but Laios never had sensible ideas to begin with..
Could he have that sort of intimacy and feeling with a monster? And even so, what was he going to do if he felt even more fulfilled with having that kind of experience with a monster instead of a human? That probably just makes him a filthy monsterfucker that his village would banish him for; he hasn’t spoken to his parents in ten years, but Laios definitely knows that they would probably just disown him if they ever found out. Who cares, they suck anyway. ]
Okay.
[ the pause on the other end is kind of agonizing, but then: ]
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@KENSUKE (05/12)
[ what point and purpose, indeed. ]
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I DON'T MIND
YOU WANNA COME OVER OR MEET SOMEWHERE
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[ FLUSHINGGG ]
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OH WAIT OKAY
WAIT AGAIN I MIGHT HAVE IT WRONG
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Do you think.. it’s within your nature to just… kind of… hold somebody for awhile?
The thought of it seems impossible for a monster, but meeting you and Godzilla have changed my thoughts about monsters and their behavior quite a bit.
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BUT YEAH
I CAN DO THAT
I LIKE THAT
I KNOW HOW TO BE CAREFUL WITH A HUMAN WHEN I HOLD ONE
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1/2
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HOLD ON
WHY????
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WHY WHAT
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We aren’t even the same species.. don’t you have a mating season you have to go off of?!
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I DON'T HAVE A SPECIES ANYMORE ANYWAY
SO I SLEEP WITH THE HUMANS MOSTLY
I'M NOT COMPLAINING ABOUT IT
HUMANS ARE GOOD AT SEX
AND THEIR MATING SEASON IS ALL DAY EVERY DAY
🤣
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There’s a prolonged silence coming from Laios’ end, but eventually, an odd curiosity gets the best of him. ]
Do
Do you have sex with them in your normal form or your cloaked form?
[ IS IT HOT IN HERE OR WHAT?? ]
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I'M NOT ALLOWED TO SHOW HUMANS MY REAL BODY HERE
UNLESS THEY'RE OUTSIDERS
BUT I'VE NEVER HAD SEX WITH AN OUTSIDER
SO CLOAKED FORM
BUT I HAVE IN MY REAL BODY BEFORE
KINDA
IT WASN'T EXACTLY MY NORMAL BODY
IT WAS AN EVEN MORE DEADLY KAIJU BODY
THAN USUAL
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Has he entertained the idea of having sex with a monster? Not really. It depended on the monster, mostly, but having sex with a monster would continue to dehumanize him— it would make him feel like a monster, and that is what he wants more than anything else. Just now, Laios makes this realization about himself.
A shuddering breath escapes him. ]
When you
mate with a human
does it feel like you’ve made some kind of bond with them.. or it’s just for fun? Do you enjoy it?
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YEAH I DEFINITELY ENJOY IT
I DON'T DO STUFF I DON'T ENJOY
[ . . . though the truth of that is a little more complicated than he needs to go into, or even than he entirely realizes.
That aside. The rest does still take more consideration in how to phrase his feelings, so the texts come more slowly:]
I GUESS IT DEPENDS ON THE HUMAN
THEY'RE ALL DIFFERENT
SOME OF THEM JUST DO IT FOR FUN TOO
AND THAT'S THE KIND THAT MOSTLY LIKES ME
HERE
THEY KNOW I CAN DO THAT IF THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT
[Which is to say, he has something of a reputation in his workplace, among both coworkers and customers.]
BUT I DUNNO
IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S NOT DIFFERENT FROM DOING SOMETHING ELSE WITH SOMEONE
LIKE GOING TO A MOVIE OR WHATEVER
EVEN I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE
AND I CAN FEEL IT
IT'S NOT ALWAYS THE SAME FEELING
IT DEPENDS ON HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT IT TOO
OR IF THEY'RE EXTRA SPECIAL
THAT'S DIFFERENT TOO
BUT NONE OF THOSE PEOPLE ARE HERE
WITH ME
do i cw for monsterfucking content, or
Maybe Gigan is more human-like than he knows, and maybe Laios is more monster-like than he realizes.
Either way, Kabru introduced Laios to something incredible— an intimate bond, and to have that suddenly taken away from him when he and Kabru were having sex all the time, it’s really sinking in with him what has been lost and how lonely he feels. He’s faced with an interesting opportunity, now. It’s outrageous, but Laios never had sensible ideas to begin with..
Could he have that sort of intimacy and feeling with a monster? And even so, what was he going to do if he felt even more fulfilled with having that kind of experience with a monster instead of a human? That probably just makes him a filthy monsterfucker that his village would banish him for; he hasn’t spoken to his parents in ten years, but Laios definitely knows that they would probably just disown him if they ever found out. Who cares, they suck anyway. ]
Okay.
[ the pause on the other end is kind of agonizing, but then: ]
Wanna
do it then? Just for fun?