kaizou: (zzz don't search for your true self)
ガイガン // GIGAN ([personal profile] kaizou) wrote 2025-05-13 06:07 am (UTC)

[The last question doesn't take any thought at all, so it gets answered first, in the automatic kind of way Gigan answers texts he doesn't have (or bother) to think about:]

YEAH I DEFINITELY ENJOY IT

I DON'T DO STUFF I DON'T ENJOY


[ . . . though the truth of that is a little more complicated than he needs to go into, or even than he entirely realizes.

That aside. The rest does still take more consideration in how to phrase his feelings, so the texts come more slowly:]


I GUESS IT DEPENDS ON THE HUMAN

THEY'RE ALL DIFFERENT

SOME OF THEM JUST DO IT FOR FUN TOO

AND THAT'S THE KIND THAT MOSTLY LIKES ME

HERE

THEY KNOW I CAN DO THAT IF THAT'S WHAT THEY WANT


[Which is to say, he has something of a reputation in his workplace, among both coworkers and customers.]

BUT I DUNNO

IT'S NOT LIKE IT'S NOT DIFFERENT FROM DOING SOMETHING ELSE WITH SOMEONE

LIKE GOING TO A MOVIE OR WHATEVER

EVEN I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE

AND I CAN FEEL IT

IT'S NOT ALWAYS THE SAME FEELING

IT DEPENDS ON HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT IT TOO

OR IF THEY'RE EXTRA SPECIAL

THAT'S DIFFERENT TOO

BUT NONE OF THOSE PEOPLE ARE HERE

WITH ME

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